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Location:S Flagler Dr,West Palm Beach,United States

Pensive and Frustrated

Two words that I dont like but still they haunt me today.  I am pensive because sales revenue this week SUCKS the big one.....something has to be done to motivate the masses to buy crown moulding and new doors for their houses!   I am doing alot of footwork but very little actual purchase agreements which make me a little nervous about this month but happy about June, July and August!    Anyway, let the quoting begin and hopefully something will come along quicker.

I am frustrated with a few things but most of all, I have a friend who is going thru some pretty deep issues...ones that will effect his life as well as the lives of his family .... and he is not seeing the whole picture and about to make some big mistakes.  But what can you do.  It is like watching an alcoholic go down the path to the bottom.  You cant do anything but love the guy and when he is finally at the bottom AND realizes he needs help...be there to help him.

I have really been wanting to email chat with guys about stuff....seems a little more difficult then I thought!  I think the epal email website that I signed up on is basically a way for lonely straight dudes to pick up lonely straight chicks!  So I am going to cancel it today.....  I read all of these blogs on here and would really like to have a cool blog too but my brain doesnt think the same creative way that these guys do.  But I have to say when I am reading theirs, I am usually like, WOW I can relate to that.  I would love to have a great community of bloggers that chat back and forth about all issues.  I am on a forum at Just Us Boys and it is great conversing with the other guys on there.  Very theraputic.

I am going camping this weekend to www.campmars.com  I usually go myself but this weekend I am going with some other guys that I have never gone with before....kind of strange because I met the one guy through work and we kind of both figured out our stories and then discovered we both like going to this campground.  I camp the old fashioned way.....in a tent....of course, I have sleepin bag on an air mattress and there is wireless internet and portable microwave....but I am roughing it! 

Wondering??

 I am wondering why I cant be more open with people about me....specifically my interests of sexuality and the male body, discipline and a few other topics that intrigue me.  I joined a e-pal email website recently and sent out a bunch "pal" requests....I got four responses out of about nine that I sent out and three of them told me they were only interested in communicating with girls......what the hell is wrong with email chatting with another guy?  Even if I was not gay, I still think I would not have a problem with it.  I would love to have a chat with a guy about "guy" things that I often think about....I would love that dialogue back and forth.  This all started back a few months ago when I was asked to a Sadder dinner and the dicussion migrated to talking about our faiths and commonalities....that lead to another conversation, which lead to another conversation about circumcision!(I know it all comes back to issues about the penis!)  Anyway, that lead to another discussion a few days later about being nude with the same sex and being comfortable....the dudes point was that if you were not going to have sex with the other nude person in the room...what is the point of being nude?  I was preplexed because I really dont think that way at all about nudism.  I would think it would just be cool to be that comfortable with someone that you and you could just "hang out".  

Followers!

I have my first follower....I am very excited!  I was wondering if anyone was ever going to follow me!...THANKS "cum.lover"...you made my night!

In other news, I am visiting my Mother and family for the weekend but I do have a longish post I want to get off my chest...probably tomorrow when I get home.

Driving on Good Friday

So what is up with every person in the state of Florida feeling the need to go take a drive today! Good greif...did I miss something?
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Location:N Congress Ave,Boynton Beach,United States

Oral?

I was listening to Tiffany today and a guy called to say that he does not let his girlfriend blow him as it is degrading to her even thou he will provide oral to her.  Why is it degrading for a girl to give a guy a blowjob?  I dont get it especially since it is soo pleasurable to the guy?  Is it degrading?  I wonder....I know when I am doing it....I dont think it is degrading....I think the guy is liking it and it is all good.