Trends and Characteristics

I was stopped at a red light this morning and a 20-something guy in a truck pulled up beside me.  He was one of those fantasy's that you have!   He was shirt-less, nice tan, short hair, nice smile, he was chatting with someone on the phone and laughing up a storm.  I thought for a minute where he was off too, why was he shirtless and why did I not have a body like that?  I am going to start to loss weight, I have to! I look good with the exception of my triple chin and gut!

So I came home and was putzing around on here when I found andy17777 and his great pics.  Just a normal dude like myself.  He had put a few old pics of himself on his page from a few years ago.....and it got me to thinking about when I started to be an exhibitionist.  It was high school....I went to a private, religious high school so the being naked anywhere other then the gym lockerroom was taboo and bad!   So I think it gave me a thrill to defy them and then it just became a habit.  I was not naked alot but I did like it when I was!  It was not sexual in nature, more of a freedom and release. 

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The One that got Away

I went to work early this morning as I had to meet a customer at 8 AM.....so I stopped at my usual Starbucks and standing in line was my past.  He is the one that got away and the one that I think of sometimes late at night when I am lonely.  He is the one, that, if we had to do it all over again, there would be a million things done differently.  Of course, if we had done things differently, I would not have my son today and that would be horrible as I cant imagine my life without my "lil guy".  I think I was just too young to know how to have a relationship and we were trying too hard at wanting a relationship.  At any rate, he placed his order and as he went around to wait for it, our eyes connected and that familiar bright smile came across his face.  We hugged and chatted a few mins until we both had orders, did the "required" chat of "its been too long...give me a call and lets catch up" but we both know that neither of us will call or see each other again until happen-stance happens and we meet unexpectedly.  I left with a smile on my face and a little sadness in my heart.....he is the one that got away.

New Viewers and Stuff

So I am wondering how to get people interested in my blog....I would write more if there was interaction.  I dont do well with thinking up my own stuff....which I guess is the reason for a journal.  I was doing good there for a while trying to post every day.....I need to get back into it.  I also need to lose weight....I joined a gym and need to set the date and goal.  I need incentive.  I actually was thinking of taking full body pics of me and puttting them on here every week to force me to produce results so others would see the progress...not sure that would work.

My son has a friend staying over for the weekend.  He very clearly is moving into puberty much faster then my son....this morning's breakfast conversation was
"Dude, have you had a crush on a girl?" 
   "Nah, that is not my thing.....hey, lets play Call of Duty"
"Dude, when it happens it is the best!"
   "How so?"
"Because you see what you are going to look like when you get old?"
   "Cool, hey lets play Call of Duty"


My son clearly has not entered the phase of his life yet!

Weekend Travels

I took a short family vacation this past weekend up to Orlando....left on Wed and came back last night.  It was soo hot.  And I played golf with my brother in laws in 100 degree heat!  How dumb-ass am I?  But the views(the boys and the landscaping!) on the course were amazing and we had alot of fun. 

The hotel that we stayed at had a waterpark attached to it with a lazy river that wound around the complex, the little guys enjoyed playing in that alot.  And it was nice to jump in when you were hot and wanted to cool off.  Again, some of the sights in the pool were nice.  Sort of wish I was not with my family so that I could have enjoyed even more!

So it is back to work today.  I need to set a date to start back to the gym and also set a goal weight.....I need a support group for weight loss but one that will really work!  So that is my goal for the week.